Tuesday, March 27
The scars remind you, the pain is real.Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour. You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.You honestly believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, but there seems to be no one around to give you the necessary reassurance and encouragement. You are egocentric. You believe that you are always 'right' - well maybe you are but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason. You are very restless and inclined to be depressed - and try as you may you feel that you are unable to control the situation in which you now find yourself. You refuse point blank to relinquish control of your feelings and to place yourself in other people's hands. It would appear that there is a condition or a relationship on the horizon which you feel could cause you further unwarranted aggravation and stress. This is the last thing you need at this time. There must be more to life than the present situation. You are not quite sure what you are looking for and so you tend to be impatient and irritable until what you seek presents itself to you. You need to get away from this unsatisfactory state of mind, especially now, as you find that your powers of concentration are suffering. There is that inherent fear that you may be prevented from attaining the better things in life - those things that you consider essential to your well-being. So you are prepared to try everything to prove to yourself that whatever you do or try will go wrong. This destructive attitude could come under the heading of 'a self fulfilling prophesy'. This belittling yourself is your method of disguising how hopeless and what a waste of time you feel that everything is. So now turn it about. As you 'think', so you are... So 'imagine' yourself successful. 'Pretend', 'act it out' and you may be pleasantly surprised at the outcome. *
It's pretty freaky isn't it? Chanced upon this, you can get yours here (:(Sighs) Anyway, tomorrow might be a really long day :/ Gee, I'm suprised at how fickle I can get at times, but oh well let's not go into that. And I'm definitely
Pms-ing >:( To my horror a bus driver actually ruined my entire (LALALA) happy day.
And omgosh! Dad bought me a new camera! YAY! It's kinda like a replica of the old one only with lesser functions ): BUT OKAY. I shouldn't take things for granted should I? At least I have a camera again. Now this may be motivation and I can start cam-whoring with everyone again. Anyway, photos from last Thursday (: I didn't manage to get all from Clar, and picture piling is lousy :/ So might just make do with whatever I have with me now.
Clar, don't be upset <3>
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Don't Keep It In You, Heart
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Clar, don't be upset <3> 
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