Tuesday, October 12
fcuk mans.
u are so annoying mans. kaos. im getting into a bad mood becus of
u. and its definitely not worth it. dun send me that kinda message lors. esp when i jus woke up and see this kinda stupid msg. yars. its my fault ok? and im angry and im making a big fuss out of everythg. yesyes. im stupid. bleahh. ok. this whole thg jus ain't worth it right? grrrrr! i feel so stupid right now. and i dun like it! should go back to slp i guess. not feeling right again. :/ hmms. ok. since when have i felt right? oh. thats jus a rhetorical question. arghs. i dun care about
u liaos. qsb. ha. okok. dun say im mean. erms. shall include this as well. everyone enjoy yourselves. -wonders how am i gonna spend the rest of the next two days- hmms. study? haah. that'll be fun. and i'll be going for tkd tomms. :D since ma agreed that we should go back. hohoho. im gonna see so many ppl that i dunwanna see there. but.. :) owells. there's still :). happy. :P
and i can't help but think about how many retests im gonna take!!!! -counts and shrugs- oh no. am i like worrying alil too early? or am i the only one worrying? :( ok. that's bad. and i cun even find a single subject that i can depend on. and i thot i was proud of myself for coughing out 8 sheets of R&D for art lors. den i realised that everyone else had 10. like woahh. ok. im a stupid girl and i did everythg at the last min. hurr. i sure love to procrastinate huhh. ok. off to bed. ha. so early today. :)
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
like somehow you just don't belong
and no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in the room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what its like to be me
To be hurt
To be lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight in your face
and no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think im happy
But im not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
-simple plan ; welcome to my life.
jiayouU :))
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Don't Keep It In You, Heart
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